I am angrybird I am suicidal I can be emo I turn to hipster There will no vinyl There will no nano I’ll friends with silence Quite is the new song You are the queen You rose in pink You can be everything You turn to bling Everything we are Like pictures in instagram No archives to all we were It’s not like I wanna look back You’re not special,…
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Poetry & Ephemeral Thoughts
Little Runaway
What time is it? its ticking, right? but why does it matter? each day, every hours, every seconds..all the same Hello, is anybody there? who is it that you’re looking for? for they’re all the same Time…people…passing by only one truth remains. you are all alone Why is it matter? love…hate…despair.. Why is it matter at all? I just wanna be pure. white without justified clear between the mist. a…
Continue ReadingSelamat Pagi Bandung…
Wuih pagi ini kabutnya tebal sekali saat kau buka mata pasti bukan dunia yang kau lihat, tapi mimpi dan mimpi itu lagi meskipun benci tapi ingin sekali kau melihatnya kembali.. biar hanya bayang dalam kabut tebal dilangit gelap, biar hanya setetes embun jatuh membasahi, namun seolah tangismu ikut membanjir di bumi rindu tak tertahan, air mata jatuh tak terperi biar tak pernah kau lihat dengan jelas, bayangnya saja sudah membangkitkan…
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dear hanif,
my son where the sun shines on..
u will walk that path and cradle along the road
u will shade tears in a grey cloud and rise smiles in a sweet garden
whatever u feel, u’ll gone through
Ashes
will you fell for words? will you down for eyes?
will everything fine once again?
will you shout me and yell?
will you throw those beads and dance?
will i say, will i do?
will you crawl, will you drown?
remy the rabbit
most of the time, anip-chan get so hard to sleep. he can never close his eyes under 10 pm. but he loves stories, so I usually made-up one or two stories to help him close his eyes. this is one of them.I used to tell him about this Rabbit in a hopping rhyme or just sing it while we cuddle in bed..he likes it so much 🙂
Continue ReadingMagic Spell
What is love if i saw your face but you seemed to fade wet down the rain but your heart just dry you’re a dream come once in a while in the mist blue you’re a symptom spread over my vein to the bottom no cure can ever heal, not from the pain
Continue ReadingKenapa Kamu?
Karena kamu yang membuatku tersenyum kamu yang mengajariku tertawa, menangis, marah kamu yang menungguku saat aku lelah, saat aku tak tahu kemana harus melangkah kamu tahu, hanya kamu yang mengerti setiap kesah dalam perjalananku hanya kamu yang paham betapa aku mencintai segala kekanakanku hanya kamu yang membohongiku dengan kelebihan yang tak pernah kumiliki kamu….. jadi jangan lagi bertanya kenapa kamu? karena kamu yang memenuhi aliran darah dalam nadiku setiap sel…
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this is the story of you and me
two howling angel in dark blue sea
i wish we could stay the same
i wish we could fly again
it’s just you and me always
in love
From Here to Then
I don’t care how silly I am For saying I hate being on the other side of the earth When the sun is shining on you I hate the nite shadow Cause they made me unseen I hate the moonlight Cause it reminds me of you I don’t care if they call me stupid For thinking about a man who were never been mine When all I see is the…
Continue ReadingSinging Birds
Sometimes in the dark, i see your face that has gone missing the sign of your presence in that picture you sent while your smile is fading, my heart keep holding still even beyond the mist, through all that lies and the game we played i am missing you
Continue Readingbitter! bitter! bitter!
What is this feeling inside me so gloomy and foggy how can i see in this middle kind? the way you treat me seems to be wrong…..the way i treat you seems to be dull everything just fade  and our memory get lost somewhere beyond this world either you throw it or i blow it away however i miss the days…
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